domingo, novembro 04, 2012
Madagascar - a road trip and idling at Nosy Be
From Ankarana, I went by road to Ankify, to take the boat to the Island of Nosy Be. It was a most beautiful drive, along valleys and fields of red-brown earth, cocoa, cashew and ylang-ylang trees, vendors on the side of the road, where I bought some tasty cashew nuts. But it was also a grim taste of Malagasy roads: stretches of good road and stretches of appalling potholes, with young people and kids shoveling gravel into the holes and waiting for some money from the drivers. Also, in every village, people hammering stones to make gravel, that will be eventually bought by some factories. Near Ambilobe, a bridge had collapsed under a heavy truck a month ago, and they diverted the road so we passed the river over pebbles – the passengers of the taxi-brousses had to step out and cross on foot, with water to their ankles, so the vehicle would be lighter – but what about when the rains come in a few weeks? And this is the main road in the North of the country… And Patrick kept saying: “Les Malgaches, ça n’existe pas!”, as he did when, in Diego Suárez, he had shown me a hospital built with Chinese money a few years before (one of several in the country) that stood completely empty, with not even basic furniture.
At Ankify, I took a speed boat to Nosy Be, where I spent two days in lazy idleness at the beach, swimming, reading and eating. The beach is beautiful, the sea water warm. The touristy village of Abitaloaka, near my hotel, featured a lot of old European guys with young Malagasy girls, which was a little disheartening. I’m sure the snorkeling and diving at Nosy Be must be wonderful, but I just idled on the beach and read, resting from the hikes of previous days.
Reborn - Early Diaries 1947-1963, by Susan Sontag
Just finished Reborn; it has interesting parts, but it was never able to captivate me for more than brief moments. Maybe because Susan Sontag takes herself too seriously and lacks a sense of humor, or because she's too self-centered, or due to her obstinate goal of building a self instead of just being herself - although that can be quite worthwhile - or because of a number of small indefinable things. I was never able to sympathize / empathize with her for more than brief moments, and that's an insurmountable obstacle to like diaries or correspondences. And the writing didn't help - in a raw state, her writing was rather plain.
But yet there are passages that touched me, like:
From this, a will to failure that often my talents frustrate. So then I devalue my successes (fellowships, the novel, jobs). These become unreal to me. I feel I am masquerading, pretending.
Aristotle is right: happiness is not to be aimed at; it is a by-product of activity aimed at -
One of the main (social) functions of a journal or diary is precisely to be read furtively by other people, the people (like parents + lovers) about whom one has been cruelly honest only in the journal.
Why is writing important? Mainly, out of egotism, I suppose. Because I want to be that persona, a writer, and not because there is something I must say.
All in all, I'm not sure if I want to read the other two volumes of her diaries.
But yet there are passages that touched me, like:
From this, a will to failure that often my talents frustrate. So then I devalue my successes (fellowships, the novel, jobs). These become unreal to me. I feel I am masquerading, pretending.
Aristotle is right: happiness is not to be aimed at; it is a by-product of activity aimed at -
One of the main (social) functions of a journal or diary is precisely to be read furtively by other people, the people (like parents + lovers) about whom one has been cruelly honest only in the journal.
Why is writing important? Mainly, out of egotism, I suppose. Because I want to be that persona, a writer, and not because there is something I must say.
All in all, I'm not sure if I want to read the other two volumes of her diaries.
terça-feira, outubro 23, 2012
Northern Madagascar - Montagne d'Ambre, the Tsingy Rouges and Ankarana
The distance between Sambava and Diego Suárez is just 160 km, but I had booked a place on the weekly flight, after having read on the internet several accounts of 12 to 18 hours land trips. So far, my experience of Madagascar roads hadn’t been bad – the roads from Antananarive to Anzojorobe and from Sambava to Marojejy were pretty normal – but more on Madagascar roads later.
Upon landing in Diego, I was greeted by Patrick, a cheerful 57-year-old Malagasy that would be my guide for the next few days (I had booked with Evasions sans Frontières). Diego Suárez is a small uninteresting town over a beautiful bay; I just went there to pay the agency, then off to the Park Montagne d’Ambre. There, a quiet hike through a forest much tamer than Marojejy, where I saw a number of beautiful trees, some lemurs, the Brookesia (the smallest chameleon in the world, just a couple of cm long), several birds and mongooses, and the Europlatus, a gecko deservedly known as the “king of camouflage”. There is a sacred lake – as usual – where people leave offers to the spirits of the ancestors, like money and bottles of wine. The Montagne d’Ambre is a peaceful place, the source of all the water used in the Diego region.
I slept at the Nature Lodge, near Joffreville, a small quasi-ghost town once inhabited by people from Reunion that left in the early 70s, and the next day I visited the Tsingy Rouges, a most amazing place reached by a bumpy dirt road. It’s an eerie place, of extra-terrestrial beauty, where the erosion created strange shapes from the red limestone cliffs and the water runs over red and ocher sands.
Then I went to Park Ankarana, another stunning place. Goulam Lodge, inside the park, was a very basic lodging – no running water, 2 hours of electric power each day, but I’m experienced with bucket showers so I managed. And Ankarana was really worthwhile, I had two days of splendid hiking. The park guide, Joaquim, was an intelligent and witty humored young guy, we talked a lot while walking, and talking to him, and Patrick and a couple of other local guys, was interesting and instructive: they are intelligent people, angry about their corrupt government, the permanent African neglect and inefficiency, trying to get by in rough circumstances. As for the nature at Ankarana: chameleons, lemurs, birds, dry savanna and green forest, bat caves with stalagmites and ancient Antakarana tombs, and the amazing tsingys, black and sharp-edged this time but no less eerie. And walking miles and miles conveys a great feeling of physical bliss, while the mind wonders… Ankarana was a really great experience.
domingo, outubro 14, 2012
Madagascar - Sambava and Marojejy
Air Madagascar is notoriously known for its frequente delays and cancellations, but my flight to Sambava was right on time (as was later my flight from Sambava to Diego Suarez, and the flight from Nosy Be to Tana was just 30 minutes late, so I cannot complain!). It’s only a 1 hour flight from Tana to Sambava, and a short taxi ride took me to the Orchidea Beach 2 Hot el, a very nice hotel by the beach I had booked from Lisbon. My first view of the Indian Ocean, just outside my bedroom.
So I changed into my swim trunks and had my first dip in the ocean. Pleasantly warm water, they say there are riptides and sharks, so no swimming offshore. It was Sunday, and as time passed, the beach became filled with locals – I was the only Caucasian around. Lots of people came to the beach, but only kids were bathing, the rest were strolling and chatting, as you would see in Lisbon mall. And a chameleon fell from a tree on the sand, eliciting giggles from two pretty girls sitting next to me… My first chameleon in Madagascar!
I had dinner in a local small restaurant, a tasty mine sao with THB (Three Horses Beer, the most common beer in the country); there was a party celebrating a football match, and I got lost on my way back to the hotel, and a nice man drove me there in a packed Renault 4 with his wife and four children…
I met a nice young French couple at the hotel that was also heading to Park Marojejy, so we went there together. The car that took us was an old Renault, whose speedometer needle didn’t move and whose windows were stuck – “nous n’avons pas d’argent pour voitures neufs à Madagascar!” – but it got us there, through a beautiful vanilla-scented country.
From the Park bureau, where we hired our guide, to the park entrance, at the foot of the Marojejy mountain, it’s a 9 km hike. It’s a beautiful walk, we passed two villages, poor houses made of bamboo, people grinding cassava and washing clothes in the river, vanilla drying in the sun, lots of smiling children hailing us with “salaam, vasaha!”. The valley was really beautiful, and it was sunny and hot, so we reached the park tired and drenched in sweat (I kept thinking: these guys must think Europeans are crazy, having nice comfortable houses and coming here to do forced marches in the sun!).
Entering the park, the trees were a welcoming shade. But there were also the mosquitoes who, not knowing they should be repelled by our mosquito repellents, had a great time feeding on our calves. But the hike was great, the rainforest beautiful, with birds, millipedes and lemurs, and a refreshing dip in a cool lake with a cascade. We reached the 1st camp, where we stayed for the night, sharing a tuna and pasta dinner cooked on a charcoal stove and sleeping in the small bungalows, listening to the soft rain that fell during the night. Our guide was a young guy, with a somewhat unpleasant smell, but funny and very proud of his English speaking skills.
The next morning, after a summary wash and a summary breakfast, we hiked up the mountain to the second camp. The rainforest at Marojejy is incredibly beautiful and wild; we spotted some lemurs, several beautiful birds and lots of huge millipedes. The second camp is in a stunning place, by a cascade with amazing views over the mountains. I had to pull a couple of leeches from my legs… It’s really true about their anti-clotting properties, the blood flowed extremely smoothly. Then we headed on our search for the silky sifaka, the white lemur we can only find in this park.
It was quite an epic search! We started up the track to camp 3, which is a really steep climb. And, after about 1 km, we went off the trail into the jungle. And THAT was quite an experience! Crawling through roots and lianas, muddy ground, using hands and feet, sometimes I asked myself “what the hell am I doing here?”, my glasses sliding with the sweat… But at the same time, it was exhilarating, the walk (or crawl…) through sheer wild nature. After despairing to see the elusive silky sifakas, there they were, a whole family, idling in the trees, complete with a baby playing. It was a moment of pure delight, well worth the trouble to get there. We just stared at them for a long time, feeling happy and accomplished.
After the no-tracks-jungle, the trail back to the camp was extremely easy. And we were even rewarded with a group of albiphonse lemurs crossing the trail, moving gracefully above our heads. It was a peaceful hike back to the villages, passing some nice zebus grazing – I touched a zebu calf, and his fur was surprisingly soft. Tired but happy, we drove back to Sambava. Marojejy will always remain in my mind as a magical place.
Madagascar - first couple of days
What’s in a name, that sometimes keeps whispering in the back of your mind “I should go there someday”? Is it some form of the magic of words? I don’t know, but somehow I’ve lived with that name of Madagascar ever since, at about 9 or 10 years old, I watched a TV series of Paul et Virginie, and heard someone say “votre mari est mort, de la fièvre, au nord de Madagascar”. Through the years, that sentence, its sound, kept resurfacing again and again, as I looked at world maps as a child, or planned trips as an adult. Then recently, a young friend has been actually living in Madagascar, and I asked myself: “why not now?”.
So I went to Madagascar, a very real place, more reknown today on account of a few animation movies. And it was a great and very interesting trip. It was my first experience of a “real” African country (even if it’s not exactly Africa, but it’s more so than Morocco or Cape Vert), and it lived up to my expectations.
I landed in Antananarive, the capital, known as Tana. I guess it’s more or less like most 3rd world capitals – big, poor, with some islands of secluded prosperity, polluted and traffic ridden. Poverty is always disheartening, even if expected. This could be a beautiful city: spreading over several hills, a pleasant weather on a plateau, a soft and clear light, with lots of beautiful colonial buildings and the bustling activity of the ubiquitous street markets and stalls.
But one cannot stop noticing the pollution, the garbage, the young unemployed people idling on the streets, the beggars, the passed-out drunks on the sidewalk, the open-air sewers, the men urinating anywhere, the buildings unkempt and ruined. I walked a lot around the town, through the daedalus of small alleys and stairs on the hills, from the markets and shops downtown to the more quiet streets of the Haute Ville, dominated by the charred walls of the Palais de la Reine, a 19th century symbol of the wealth and power of the ruthless queen Rovalonna I. As the Lonely Planet guide says, in Tana all the world is a market, where you find on street stalls everything you can think of plus probably a few you wouldn’t remember; also meat and fish stormed by flies.
But you can also enjoy coffee and croissants at the French-influenced patisseries and eat excellent food at a number of restaurants. The French cuisine, combined with African and East Asian influence, is great. (You also find what it looks like the whole of old Renault s and 2CVs that disappeared froEurope, but I guess there must be others in other former French colonies). And, even if I had “vasaha” (the Malagasy word for “white”) written all over my T-shirt, shorts and backpack attire, I actually felt quite safe and at ease everywhere, even if sometimes annoyed by the frequent “la vanille, voulez vous la vanille?”. Maybe it’s because of the European former colonization, or because we’re used in Portugal to Africans, but I felt at home, unlike in Marrakech, for instance.
Then I went to Anzojorobe, about 80 km north of the city. Lots of traffic getting out of town – narrow streets, cars parking anywhere, taxi-bes stopping, men pulling loaded carts… But once passed the long suburbs, we drive through a beautiful plateau landscape, unfortunately mostly devoid of trees – deforestation is a huge problem in Madagascar, due to the use of charcoal as the main energy source and the smuggling of rosewood and palissander. Anyway, one hour after leaving Tana one feels in a different world, of wide landscapes and small ocher-colored villages.
We reached Anzojorobe, a forest reserve, then a short walk in the sunset light till the Saha Forest Camp – a very pleasant lodge in the forest, by a river with green rice fields, whose “tents” have canvas walls but all the comforts of civilization.
The next day, my first hike – an easy track through the forest, and my first sightings of lemurs (idris and sifakas) and several beautiful birds. The Anzojorobe forest is beautiful but not especially wild, it was a nice introduction to Malagasy nature though.
And after a good lunch and some idling, back to Tana, where we were greeted by a typically huge traffic jam. Plenty of time to watch the roadside stalls and the myriads of people walking by, many of them dressed up, many of them tipsy. It’s Saturday evening, and the driver tells us there’s a lot of people celebrating famadihana, the strange Malagasy ritual that consists in the yearly unearthing of the ancestors’ corpses, enveloping them in new shrouds and burying them again. I’d like to take lots of photos from all those people coming and going and making business, but I’m always shy of taking people’s pictures, always fear they feel I’m behaving as in a zoo or something.
So, after a very tasty dinner at Kudéta restaurant, and a few hours sleep, taxi to the airport and off to the North!
sexta-feira, outubro 12, 2012
Les Caves du Vatican, by André Gide
André Gide is a most famous writer, and very influential in his time and to the next generation of French artists and intellectuals, so I always thought that not knowing his work was a serious lack in my culture. But what I read from him never impressed me - La Porte Étroite and Les Faux Monnayeurs, that I completely forgot soon after having read them. I tried again, with Les Caves du Vatican, and this time I started to understand why he was so considered.
It's a somewhat strange book, alternating between a serious, even dramatic, and an ironic, even comic, tone. Sometimes hilariously funny, it nevertheless poses some very serious and interesting questions - about human nature, religious feeling, the nature of morality and free will. All in all, I liked it, and it made me curious to read more of his work.
It's a somewhat strange book, alternating between a serious, even dramatic, and an ironic, even comic, tone. Sometimes hilariously funny, it nevertheless poses some very serious and interesting questions - about human nature, religious feeling, the nature of morality and free will. All in all, I liked it, and it made me curious to read more of his work.
sábado, outubro 06, 2012
The Devil's Star, by Jo Nesbo
Another great thriller by Jo Nesbo, the third I've read, after The Leopard and The Redbreast. He's the greatest thriller writer since Raymond Chandler, and Harry Hole is a terrific modern Philip Marlowe. A real page turner! I will soon read another, already on my shelf. (This was the first ebook I purchased for my new kindle)
Voyage au bout de la nuit, de Louis-Ferdinand Céline
I had heard this book praised for a long time, but somehow I had never felt a wish to read it; maybe because of the author's fascist fame, maybe because I once read a book by him, Casse Pipe, that I didn't like. But I kept it on my "mental" list, and last May, when buying pocket books in Paris, I saw it and bought it.
I must admit it was quite a pleasant surprise. It's a great book, intense, beautiful and a most enjoyable read. The narrator tells his story of the First War experience, the African colonial set, a short stay in America, and the pettiness of the Parisian banlieue while being a poor doctor. His views and his observations of the human condition and nature are deeply pessimistic and pitiless, but expressed in a finely ironic humor and pervaded by a kind of tender sadness. His descriptions are mercilessly insightful, and reminded me of other merciless descriptions, such as by Thomas Wolfe or Jonathan Frazen.
And it was a good idea to read it in French, since the vernacular style is an intrinsic part of the book's charm. So, this good experience rekindled my wish to read another classic that's been waiting on my shelf for years: Ulysses!
I must admit it was quite a pleasant surprise. It's a great book, intense, beautiful and a most enjoyable read. The narrator tells his story of the First War experience, the African colonial set, a short stay in America, and the pettiness of the Parisian banlieue while being a poor doctor. His views and his observations of the human condition and nature are deeply pessimistic and pitiless, but expressed in a finely ironic humor and pervaded by a kind of tender sadness. His descriptions are mercilessly insightful, and reminded me of other merciless descriptions, such as by Thomas Wolfe or Jonathan Frazen.
And it was a good idea to read it in French, since the vernacular style is an intrinsic part of the book's charm. So, this good experience rekindled my wish to read another classic that's been waiting on my shelf for years: Ulysses!
domingo, setembro 02, 2012
Écrits sur l'Art, by Marcel Proust
I became a fan of Marcel Proust from the first time I read À La Recherche du Temps Perdu (first time, because I read it again 10 years later, and having another 10 years gone by now, it’s time to read it again, but next time in French – I read it in Portuguese). I was totally entranced by the middle of the first volume (Du Côté de Chez Swann), and it was one of those long books I wished were at least twice as long because I was so sorry to reach its end. I know Proust is not widely read, and is usually considered a boring reading – but I’m sure that if more people tried it, they’d be surprised and delighted at his wit, his all-encompassing sensibility, his extreme perceptiveness of human nature. I don’t like to make « best of » lists, but if I did one of books, this (La Recherche) would certainly get number 1.
I never read other works by Proust, apart from a few small texts here and there – and small texts and letters are all he left besides his great book. So I bought this collection of texts Écrits sur l’Art, and also two volumes of his correspondence, the last time I was in Paris.
Écrits sur l’Art includes a variety of writings about several different themes, some more serious, some more satirical, from society columns to literary and painting critique to essays on reading. The society columns and much of his art criticism confirm his talent for elegant gossip and accurate mocking more than his good taste. There is a preface to a book by Jacques-Émile Blanche so devastating (in such an elegant and apparently flattering tone) that is no wonder the dedicatee was furious. There are superb pastiches of several authors. And the best text, in my opinion, is an essay on reading – Sur la Lecture – that captures perfectly the magic of reading that i twill be most meaningful to any book-lover.
And then, there is his perfect and beautiful French – seldom have I read a prose where content and form are so inextricably linked, it’s like that language was created to build those sentences, that flow so easily and perfectly. I really look forward to read La Recherche in French.
Well, guess you have to like Proust to know what I mean here… and then you don’t have to read me! I leave just a few phrases as a foretaste.
L’admiration pour une pensée au contraire fait surgir à chaque pas la beauté parce qu’à chaque moment elle en éveille le désir. Les personnes médiocres croient généralement que se laisser ainsi guider par les livres qu’on admire, enlève à notre faculté de juger une partie de son indépendance. […] Une tel opinion repose sur une erreur psychologique dont feront justice tous ceux qui, ayant accepté ainsi une discipline spirituelle, sentient que leur puissance de comprendre et de sentir en est infiniment accrue, et leur sens critique jamais paralysé. Nous sommes simplement alors dans un état de grâce où toutes nos facultes, notre sens critique aussi bien que les autres, sont fortifiées.
Il n’y a peut-être pas de jours de notre enfance que nous ayons si pleinement vécu que ceux que nous avons cru laisser sans les vivre, ceux que nous avons passé avec un livre préferé.
Et c’est là, en effet, un des grands et merveilleux caractères des beaux livres (et qui nous fera comprendre le rôle à la fois essentiel et limité que la lecture peut jouer dans notre vie spirituelle) que pour l’auteur ils pourraient s’appeler “Conclusions” et pour le lecteur “Incitations”. Nous sentons très bien que notre sagesse commence où celle de l’auteur finit, et nous voudrions qu’il nous donnât des réponses, quando tout ce qu’il peut faire est de nous donner des désirs.
Le suprême effort de l’écrivain comme de l’artiste n’aboutit qu’à soulever partiellement pour nous le voile de laideur et d’insignifiance qui nous laisse incurieux devant l’univers. Alors, il nous dit: “Regarde, regarde, parfumés de trèfle et d’armoise, serrant leurs vifs ruisseaux étroits, les pays de l’Aisne et de l’Oise. Regarde la maison de Zélande rose et luisante comme un coquillage, regarde! Apprends à voir!” Et à ce moment il disparaît.
Dans la lecture, l’amitié est soudain ramenée à sa pureté première. Avec les livres, pas d’amabilité. Ces amis-là, si nous passons la soirée avec eux, c’est vraiment que nous en avons envie. Eux du moins, nous ne les quittons souvent qu’à regret. Et quand nous les avons quittés, aucune de ces pensées qui gâtent l’amitié: Qu’ont ils pensé de nous? – N’avons-nous pas manqué de tact? – Avons-nous plu? - et la peur d’être oublié pour tel autre.
I never read other works by Proust, apart from a few small texts here and there – and small texts and letters are all he left besides his great book. So I bought this collection of texts Écrits sur l’Art, and also two volumes of his correspondence, the last time I was in Paris.
Écrits sur l’Art includes a variety of writings about several different themes, some more serious, some more satirical, from society columns to literary and painting critique to essays on reading. The society columns and much of his art criticism confirm his talent for elegant gossip and accurate mocking more than his good taste. There is a preface to a book by Jacques-Émile Blanche so devastating (in such an elegant and apparently flattering tone) that is no wonder the dedicatee was furious. There are superb pastiches of several authors. And the best text, in my opinion, is an essay on reading – Sur la Lecture – that captures perfectly the magic of reading that i twill be most meaningful to any book-lover.
And then, there is his perfect and beautiful French – seldom have I read a prose where content and form are so inextricably linked, it’s like that language was created to build those sentences, that flow so easily and perfectly. I really look forward to read La Recherche in French.
Well, guess you have to like Proust to know what I mean here… and then you don’t have to read me! I leave just a few phrases as a foretaste.
L’admiration pour une pensée au contraire fait surgir à chaque pas la beauté parce qu’à chaque moment elle en éveille le désir. Les personnes médiocres croient généralement que se laisser ainsi guider par les livres qu’on admire, enlève à notre faculté de juger une partie de son indépendance. […] Une tel opinion repose sur une erreur psychologique dont feront justice tous ceux qui, ayant accepté ainsi une discipline spirituelle, sentient que leur puissance de comprendre et de sentir en est infiniment accrue, et leur sens critique jamais paralysé. Nous sommes simplement alors dans un état de grâce où toutes nos facultes, notre sens critique aussi bien que les autres, sont fortifiées.
Il n’y a peut-être pas de jours de notre enfance que nous ayons si pleinement vécu que ceux que nous avons cru laisser sans les vivre, ceux que nous avons passé avec un livre préferé.
Et c’est là, en effet, un des grands et merveilleux caractères des beaux livres (et qui nous fera comprendre le rôle à la fois essentiel et limité que la lecture peut jouer dans notre vie spirituelle) que pour l’auteur ils pourraient s’appeler “Conclusions” et pour le lecteur “Incitations”. Nous sentons très bien que notre sagesse commence où celle de l’auteur finit, et nous voudrions qu’il nous donnât des réponses, quando tout ce qu’il peut faire est de nous donner des désirs.
Le suprême effort de l’écrivain comme de l’artiste n’aboutit qu’à soulever partiellement pour nous le voile de laideur et d’insignifiance qui nous laisse incurieux devant l’univers. Alors, il nous dit: “Regarde, regarde, parfumés de trèfle et d’armoise, serrant leurs vifs ruisseaux étroits, les pays de l’Aisne et de l’Oise. Regarde la maison de Zélande rose et luisante comme un coquillage, regarde! Apprends à voir!” Et à ce moment il disparaît.
Dans la lecture, l’amitié est soudain ramenée à sa pureté première. Avec les livres, pas d’amabilité. Ces amis-là, si nous passons la soirée avec eux, c’est vraiment que nous en avons envie. Eux du moins, nous ne les quittons souvent qu’à regret. Et quand nous les avons quittés, aucune de ces pensées qui gâtent l’amitié: Qu’ont ils pensé de nous? – N’avons-nous pas manqué de tact? – Avons-nous plu? - et la peur d’être oublié pour tel autre.
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